I can´t believe how much I hate myself and how stupid I am


So I been passing the las 3 or 4 days trying to get the mini stheno skin, i finally got ir after 257 attempts with my almost 6/8 Ninja, just when i got it i ran to tell my big brother and Mom ( im 20 yo btw ) and when i came back the death screen was on the computer, i was stupid enough to didnt press Nexus key and go tell them.

I am so angry with me, i want to cry, even hit myself, but im calm, im gonna max another ninja right now and go for it again, im not gonna be defeated again.


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