gl in air force!
The Farewell Thread
Iām not really gone, itās just that I canāt focus my conscience into realm 100%. I try to dive fully and end up dying at some point because Iām not really there. After I lose my UT, I stare at the ceiling for a while or lay on my side wondering why it was so easy to die. In safety, nearing the end, almost to the loot, I could end up dead. I am literally or expressively (or however you want to see it as) told that Iāve I played, Iāve received enough, and Iām upset for being able to play, and I say I died. I wait for a solution, but in waiting, there is no white bag for me besides food for fueling my physical self. Yet Iām still not sure what Iām looking for in waiting. I could have all the items, but it doesnāt take a weapon for me to say good bye. It took all the works and words to say good bye. But Iām here to break my heart, my soul, just to get past so much even if it hurts. I had to kill a cube as one of the quests to break my heart, my soul, and Iām still questing, finding what else to do that can break me. If I can break myself over and over. Just someday, it will be like beforeā¦ When I wasnāt so upset.
okay, for now, im actually gonna stop
for like a week lmao
fuck school
but I have to goā¦ kms
its great that you are keeping yourself safe. i hope you can rebuild quickly if you are kms because it is a desperate measure
Welpā¦ never thought iād be writing on this thread about myselfā¦
Alas, in every persons life, there comes a time that we have to say goodbye to something that we love, in my case, something that I did not actually like, nor love, but has been with me for a good 5 years or so.
After I heard about the giant deca name wipe, straight away I realmeyed the name that most people now know me as, SirSpud. As soon as I saw that it was an inactive account, straight away I told myself I would get this name for myself.
The reason im writing this is because Im pretty much saying goodbye to my old name (Clactipede) which I made up by half spamming my keyboard with random words and letters, and telling u guys that This is my new name (SirSpud)
Ik it might seem a bit dumb to you, but when you come home every day from school looking forward to playing realm with ur characters, it sorta gets a bit emotional leaving it all behind for me.
someones done their research havenāt they
Oh also credit to @Curlip, @BurnixOne, @ArcturusV and @GuyBroMans for not sniping the nameā¦
yes I did, and @GuyBroMans theres a reason I despise that name, because something happened a few mins after I actually made my account (with that name)
No problem. I wouldnāt snipe that name anyways for such a good friend!
And @GuyBroMans lel