Ah I see
My most painful moment was either
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When I lost my 7/8 knight to earthsmash
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When I lost my 8/8 necro to pD boss
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When I lost my 4/8 archer to ice sphere
Ah I see
My most painful moment was either
When I lost my 7/8 knight to earthsmash
When I lost my 8/8 necro to pD boss
When I lost my 4/8 archer to ice sphere
It hurts so bad. Iāve never been so sad. If I wouldnāt have typed one message before that I wouldāve never died. The regret. Iām so stupid.
Itās pathetic that a game can do this to me
Creator 1: Lets make a perma death game!
Creator 2: Yeah! Lets increase the national suicide rate! /s
Yeah, complete permadeath may have been a mistake
It probably has. Not by an integer mark, but by a decimal amount.
Having this discussion really makes me realize how negatively this game has affected me, I spend less time with family, Iām less social, it gets me distracted on what I actually need to do, and it causes mood swings and bad attitudes.
Time to get my damn priorities straight, fuck this game.
Deaths can be bad, specifically ones which arenāt directly your fault (AFK/Lag)
The worst thing I feel in realm is that iāve made many close bonds with players and big guilds but nothing sticks, everyone that comes goes eventually and it just keeps on happening.
I have a special stickler for that.
Owls Talons, others, my friend, gone.
Bonds mostly formed through RoTMG. now gone.
My greatest pain happened long ago, back in the January account migration of 2015.
I logged into steam, but realm for some reason said that my account wasnāt recognized. I restarted, and tried again. Didnāt work. At this point, I tried entering in a new password, and lo and behold, realm was up and running! But when I pressed play, my archer was gone.
Wait what!?
This canāt be happening!!!
My blood bow! My pet!
I went to bed that night pretty angry and depressed.
The next day migration worked like it should have though, and I felt a bit better. Since then, Iāve had many painful deaths and events occur, but none matched the ālossā of my account.
First 6/8 knightā¦died due to an oryx lag-band while in a parasite chambers. I spent literally 2 months worth of playtime maxing him, it was really my first character that I maxed with another, and it died after about 3 hours of playtime, maybe even less. I remember I shut my computer and audibly said āyou have got to be kidding meā to my wall.
Fortunately, I left my Dblade and Ogmur in the vault since I knew death was a possibility (I usually use ranged characters) and still have them safe for the next knight I createā¦which might be a while still.
A couple maxed characters, my first 7/8 knight, died to O2, took a break for a month. The next one I can remember is after my first 8/8 character, my paladin died while rushing a ddocks. That death was pathetic, and I also quit for a month.
When I was playing archer and I got my first ever white, and it was a dbow. (not pain, but as you said, a large and powerful emotion)
When I lost my first 7/8, 4 mana away from 8/8, because a noob I helped dragged in my back while I was fighting a boss.
When I got a white from permafrost, but I never got to know what it was because I got dcāed at the exact moment I saw the white bag.
getting dcād from an oreo, getting killed on my first two 7/8ās and my first 8/8 in the span of about a week lol
that was really long time ago feelsredstarman
When I wanted to put in my Ice Bulwark in a vault chest but I actually dropped it in a bag instead.